Do you find that you often ask yourself “why me”? Yea, me too...
It doesn’t matter how hard I try to change that mindset. I always end up right back at the same place — Why Me?
Maybe it’s unrealistic expectations that keep bringing me back here...maybe it’s ignoring reality...maybe it’s fake faith. It could be a combination of things. However, all I know is I always end right back at “why me”.
Since I can’t seem to escape this place, I decided to think about all the reasons it could be me. In doing so, I came up with this list and I wanted to share it with all of you —
I can handle it (evidently)
It is helping someone else
People’s lives have improved as a result of it
If it weren’t for that one thing I did, who knows if they would’ve still been here
Later on down the line, I’ll find out how much of a difference me just “being there” made
My story helps to change others’
Some other monumental outcome I haven’t realized yet
Even with all of these great things, I still find myself asking that one question — Why me?
I don’t know if I’ll ever get the answer in this lifetime. Maybe I’m not supposed to...who knows *shrugs*
What I do know is I’m supposed to feel good knowing that I’m the dependable person/friend but sometimes that’s just not enough when you can’t always see the light at the end of your own tunnels.
Until then, I’ll just keep taking it day by day and keep building this list of answers to my “Why Me’s”.
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